Exist

It’s okay as long as you exist. Even if cannot be with me…

Smile. Your smile makes my day even if I’m not the reason behind your smile.
Like FB Posts the seem to answer my questions about you. Posts that I can relate to that you have liked appearing in my newsfeed the moment I think about you.
Have fun. To see you smile and laugh is enough to make me happy.

I want to see you happy. Even if I cannot be part of that happiness.
Yet. Or never.

I’m used to the latter but always hope for the “Yet.”

Because I think and feel I like you.

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Iiyak mo lang.

Iiyak mo lang. Kahit alam mong wala itong magagawa para mawala ang pinagdadaanan mo ngayon.

Iiyak mo lang. Kahit mahusgahan ka ng iba na mababaw at balat sibuyas. Duwag at mahina.

Iiyak mo lang. Walang may kasalanan ng nararamdaman mo. Hindi ikaw at hindi ibang tao.

Iiyak mo lang. Wala man itong mababago sa sitwasyon mo ngayon, kahit papano maiibsan ang pigahati na maratamdaman mo sa bawat ng patak ng luha mo. Sa bawat pag hikbi, luluwag at gagaan ang dinadala mo sa puso. Lilitaw ang mga taong nagmamalasakit sayo at ang mga taong alam na may pinagdadaanan ka kahit hindi nila tinatanong.

Iiyak mo lang. Walang mawawala sayo.

Earth Hour

The city’s siren rang at around while I was having dinner with my friends. A few people knew why, I even doubted myself if I was right

Earth Hour. The mall starts turning some lights off. We were having dinner at the veranda, and apparently not everyone is participating for the event.

We said our goodbyes and walked along the exit roads from the mall. As I go away, I find my path lit by moonlight. There I saw the stars beginning to show, as the city lights fade. And I wonder, again, I wondered how this night would have turned out if we were together.

I wanted us to bathe in cold blue moonlight pierced by the beams of cars that passes by. Sitting at the darkest bench of the park. We look up and fall in love with the sparkling stars. As the wind, blew caressing our cheeks. Our hands interlace in my coat’s pocket sending warmth throughout our body.

But no…

Once again, I was walking alone. Drenched in rain of the moonlight that cast only one shadow.

Once again, I get blinded by headlights of passing cars, because there is nothing to look at.

Once again, while I wait for a cab, I look at the stars thinking when will this loneliness end

Once again, I look at the diners at the coffee shop behind me wishing I was sitting there with someone

Once again, I will ride the cab….and there goes my night….my night just ended.

I’ll just have to wait. Wait.

I am really hoping that good things come to those who wait because I don’t know what do if it wasn’t.

The Wonders of Freedom of Speech

Democracy. Freedom of speech. Right to express oneself.

How wonderful it feel to have these privileges available to us.

The freedom to express want we want to say or what we feel. Thanks to social media and we can broadcast those meaningful thoughts and ideas.

If we disagree on what a person says or his idea, we can actually comment it as harsh as we can. Make them feel like they are the lowest life forms of this planet. If that is not enough, we can call others to join us! And together we can hate that person, his entire humanity and even his entire family or his entire race!

If this freedom of expression is taken away from us or deprived from us for even one bit. WE HAVE TO FIGHT BACK! Because it is important, it is important for progress.

——PUNYETA——

Punyeta talaga. Pasensya na dahil naexpose nanaman ako sa naaagnas na utak ng napakaraming tao. Yung tipong mahihiya ang mga talangka sa sobrang bihasa ng mga tao sa Crab mentality. Mahihiya ang mga rebolusyinaryong bayani na namatay para sa kabataan sa katapangan na ipinapakita nila sa facebook. Ang galing galing talaga.

If you got bullied, do you bully him back? Most will say yes,but what made you different than him? Can’t you resort to something that would result you teaching him a lesson without yours being tainted? 

Be the better person.

Another thing with GENERALIZING.Did the brains of most people atrophied that they prefer to hate an entire race or group because the didn’t like one person? 

Ganoon na ba kaliit ang utak natin na mas gugustuhin pa nating magalit sa isang grupo kesa sa isang tao?

To whoever is reading this. It’s up to you to agree or disagree with what I’m about to say.

OUR SYSTEM HAS NO PROBLEM BUT THERE IS ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT. 

WE ARE THE PROBLEM, OUR SYSTEM CANNOT SOLVE.

Ang Drama

Hindi ko hahayaang madatnan mo ako sa lugar kung saan na iniwan mo ako. 

Luhaan. Nakalagapak sa lupa. Makitang walang nangyari sa akin simula nang iniwan mo ako.

Na-marealize mo na ganoon ako ka walang kwenta, ka desperadi para pabayaan ang sarili ko dahil kailangan kita.

Hinde.

Hindi ako basura na pagtinapon mo, at pag binalikan mo andyan pa rin.

Ipapakita ko sayo na yung akala mong Bato,binhi pala ng isang napakagandang halaman.

Hindi ako naglupasay sa lupa, dinurog ito habang umuulan at nagmomonologue na hahanapin kita at maghihiganti kundi tumayo ako at umiyak pauwi…at hinarap ang kinabukasan na wala ka.

Ipapakita ko sayo at ipaparamdam ko sayo na isa ka na lang tao mula sa nakaraan ko.

Na sa oras na iniwan mo ako, ang puso ko at ang mga nararamdaman ko sayo ay sumama na din sayo.

Noise

Don’t look at things as completely black or white, Good or Bad, Happy or Sad or Lucky and any opposites you can think of.
….because nothing can completely belong to one of them.
On a political note. I agree there were several developments during the Marcos regime. And there are mishaps and tragic events that happened also.
And for the current administration, there were several mishaps and tragedies that happened but there are improvements and developments also.
No administration can address to all concerns of the filipinos and solve all the problems of the Philippines. Problems come and go.
There will be problems as long as people lives.

There will be problems so the government will have a purpose.

There will be problems so the people will need the goverment.

There will be problems because that is necessary for growth.

Don’t expect the past to be repeated exactly as it had happened. Learn the lesson and move on. That is progress.

If drank spoiled milk, will you stop drinking milk?

It just annoys me that everytime i see a president leave his office you will hear the same NOISY “CONCERNED” PEOPLE shouting at the top of their lungs nothing happened to them. NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO YOU IF YOU DON’T ALLOW THEM FROM HAPPENIN AND CHANGE YOU.

Then the following year, you’ll have cases filed against the incumbent president YOU VOTED. And then after two years you will again shout at the top of your lungs “WALANG PAGBABAGO” for the president that YOU HAVE VOTED.

WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE ARE YOU?!

oh yeah. I remember. It’s Democracy.

Freedom of Speech.

Buhay

Napakalulam ng panahon.
Walang Araw, pero hindi madilim
Maliwanag ngunit malamig

Si Ate na galing sa ospital kasama ang kanyang asawa pumapara ng taxi
Si Kuya na bumaba sa kanto ng ospital, nagmamadali
Si Manong na nagjojogging na above the knee ang shorts at walang earphones
Sila Tita na nag-aabang ng taxi, mukhang puyat at galing ng duty
Si Kuya na nakawhite uniform, at nakatinginan ko pa
Si Tito na may dalang Jollibee na take-out na nag-aabang sa labas ng school
Si kuya na nag jaywalk
Yung magkasintahan sa harap ko na parang ilang taon hindi nagkita
Yung mga nakatambay sa schoolbenches
Yung student na tila pasan ang buong mundo

Ano ito?

Mga bagay lang napansin ko nung hindi ako nakaearphones.

Ang non-sense. Ang lakas maka-Amphigory.

Ikaw, anong nakita ngayong araw maliban sa newsfeed ng facebook mo?