Jouska – n. a hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head—a crisp analysis, a cathartic dialogue, a devastating comeback—which serves as a kind of psychological batting cage where you can connect more deeply with people than in the small ball of everyday life, which is a frustratingly cautious game of change-up pitches, sacrifice bunts, and intentional walks.
I’m tired of suppressing my emotions.
As well as expressing my concern on people who don’t want them.
I react too little, I will be perceived as cold.
I react too much, I become annoying.